Clay Aiken - The First Noel

Andrea Bocelli - White Christmas

Blessing

Last year, I was not in a holiday blessing. I was more like depressed. Because its been a year now since I lost my dad, and my mom passed away last yr. Dec. I never thought I be depressed for anything. I actually experience my first depression ever. I been trying and work hard to have a good life. And believe me I am. But I know I can't be depressed all the time, so I been thinking about what my mom told me just before she passed away. She wants me to be happy and have a good life and have a great guy that will love me. And I do have someone special in my life, Javier and I have been together now 4 and half years. Almost 5 this coming June 15th. I am ready to get married and have a family. And would love to have a house. I always wanted to have my own house for a very long time. This holiday I am blessed, and still sad about my parents. I am going to be strong and have a good holiday. Happy Holidays